dirty little secret.

thank you for the kisses that mean so much.
thank you for holding me and letting me feel your warmth.
thank you for letting me hold you like i can never let you go.
thank you for the time of my life.

so sentosa was a blast.
even though there was only three people.
brother, me and sean.
so the living water and servers did go.
one from each group.
representitives.
i think i spelt it corretly.

i didn't go to school for three days.
tuesday,wednesday and today.
i was supposed to go watch a movie on tuesday.
but i decided that i was too bloody lazy and so i slept at home and i had to go to work after that.
and wednesday was sentosa day.
we didn't take much pictures though.
how sad.
and i was lazy again today.
oh well.
too bad.

i have to have the discipline to wake up and go to school la.
i need good grades.
oh my goodness.
holidays are comeing soon.
better buck up nessa!
better buck up.

i wanted to post a song.
but i kinda realised that i posted it before.

almost.
i almost said the words that could leave me vunerable.
but i knew what i was getting myself into.
i'm stupid and dumb i know.
sorry for alot of things.
but i guess i'm not sorry that i still love you.
you bloody idiot.
pet still says you're hopeless.

i know i won't be able to tell you the reason why.
but sorry.
i really am.